Closing For November

I feel gray at opening..

Tears was escorting my opening..

But, happiness and wisdom had change me..

I remember when I spent my night for crying, then I slept with tears..

When morning was come, my eyes is swollen, but no one who knew..

I remember when I was laughing with you at afternoon.

You had enough for amuse my heart.

Made my mind so full about you.

I remember when I spent my day for a task with my friends, I having fun with them, and play with rain when we trapped under the bridge.

I remember when I spent my day for a task again, I went to my house friend to ask for help until 01.30 am. It's so cool but I don't wanna to re-do.

I remember when I had an exam but that is wrong question so I repeat again. Iam so embarrased. And maybe it was that make me had stomach ache until my face was so pale.

I remember when I keep fight with my old-brother. Then he nip my hand until to bleed.

I remember when my young-brother had been say, “naik bis, bapak, ibu, kaka”. He made us laughing and he is so so annoy. He had been follow whatever our do and say. So be careful to give him example.

I remember my old-brother was birthday at 15. He wasn’t ask anything, just a burger. Wish you sholeh and be a kind and success man.

Then my belovely father birthday too at 29. That time he was on Jogja, we were so happy.

We celebrate 3 moments at November 29, it was my father birthday, my father pilgrimage to mecca 3 years ago, n we have been 2 years live in Jombor Kapling Residence.

I remember when my friend story with me. The story was so hard for my friend. I saw it.

Did you know? Actually I can feel about your feeling, cause now I same with you. Same to met the how hard a love.

November..

Sad and happy.

Fall and rise.

Broke and smile.

Cry and laugh.

Love and friendship.

Family and Allah.

November 2010 was ending…